I had a moment today while I was sweeping the floor here at the store when I was completely overwhelmed with the thought that I was probably collecting the last vestiges of my little Tinker’s time here on earth. She was such a prolific shedder that whenever I would sweep the floor I would have fur bunnies rolling around. Lord I miss that little stinkerbug. Every once in a while I think I catch a glimpse of her out of the corner of my eye….even four months later the ache and the grief are so raw that I hesitate to talk about her when my customers ask where she is because I don’t want to break down and cry.
Muffin and I have entered into a new chapter in our lives…about a month ago I went to the Humane Society and picked up Jasper.
What a ray of sunshine this little guy is, full of energy and attitude! He is really bringing Muffin out of herself and I hope the cats are going to forgive me for upsetting their routines so much. Hopefully they will decide he is just a very loud and active playtoy!
Hi Debbie, I didn’t know you were writing this blog. It’s awesome to read…so real and in the moment. I hope you are not done. I look forward to more about you and your life and your aspiration and your trials and tribulations and your successes and victories.
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Love your blog. I didn’t know you were doing it. I hope you keep writing. We need to support each other in this process.
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Well that caught me off guard for sure! You may be the only one who knows….lol. I decided to use this to process some of my feelings over losses I’ve experienced in the last few years. I love to write and now I feel encouraged…..thanks Jeff….
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